my com have been dead for god knows how long -.-'' i duno when wil it ever get fixed. probably aft my nlvls lahs..its abt a month a wk to nlvl so ive been mugging,, but prelims arent very happening. sighhh-c ohyah have not been catching up abt frnster blogs n stuffs. find myself so lousy. sigh ! mis da tyme com-ing.=) aye nvm lah cos.. its a kinda investment. w/o com im actually studying;) hhahahax. so currently im ad my bf's hse. tmr having art prelim and im still wondering to go or not to attend. BLUR;d hahahah. k lahx. nothing much for now..gtgg..love ya baby dear;d

this wasnt supposed to be in caps. jux tat mayb its da design or something.

hell furious*upset*dissappointed* whatever word tat describe hw im feeling right nw la ~ why cant my bro fcukn understand da importance of studies & his future? im reallly dying to know why . one more tyme of truncy or complain from teachers or whatvr shit,,he'll b out of damai secondary sch.. ya..jus one more shit & he'll be out forever.. & tat means he'll b expelled and b a useless person in da future..i don wish to use tis kinda words on him. ive got no more solution..really... why can my mom get him whatever ting he wants tat costed 600 bucks to mk him SMILE but,,, and why cant he do da same by studying to mk her happyyy? its hell unfair isn't it . my parents worked dayy ------ nite. --------- to day, to give us whatever we requested. all dey want was jusst us to study,,,& yet.. my brother. mks them tear. i cudnt bring myself not to cry...and tats bcos i pity them n myself..for having sucha selffish brat. i love him..ya..infact alot but why cant he understand tat we loved him n want him tu hv a gud life in future??? =( Principal let him have another chance was cos my father begged him. of his years living,,nvr had he begged anyone,,and nw,,for him, he just did. tat reallly reallly upset mi........